How can a life just drastically change like that?
I dont mean that in a negative way.
Not at all.
Just different.

Started work yesterday. Back at the airport.
Funny that a lot of my "old" collegues are still there.
Not being judgemental here. But hey.. there are better jobs out there..
Just a little comment.
And no. Not judgemental.

Funnily enough, after 4 years of abscence from work, I still remember the computer systems. Have to have a better memory that I actually thought. Woho.

Otherwise looking for an apartment in NY. If anyone has a contact,or maybe a cool apartment on Manhattan.. you know where to find me....

wow

Didnt think it would be that hard. Leaving France I mean.
Last hours a bit stressful.
Saying goodbye to people I love.
Stressing to catch the train at the last minute.
And then when the tensions just broke loose.
Seeing Lyon sweeping away outside the window.
Everything seemed so quiet and still for what seemed to be an eternity.
Weird feeling in my stomach.
Butterflies?
Easy now, easy.

And now sitting in the kitchen at home, listening to the sound of the fan, and the refrigerator making strange noises.

Feels like I havent been gone at all.

fucking manipulator

Fan vad jag hatar folk som manipulerar en. Tror dom att dom kan komma undan med det eller?

You're intentions are clear as water.
What did you think?
That I would sit there, shut up, and nod my head in d'accord?
That would be too easy.
You're one of the worst type of people.
Manipulating fucker.
Love turning to hate.
The worst part is that you always turn things to your own profit.
And you deny it.

Voila.
That's what is on my mind at the moment.